Last Saturday, I decided to join my friend Allison, and take a deep drive into my subconscious mind to see what was in my past. Not just the past, but my past lives - if any - and discover the mysteries that may be playing out in this one. Surprisingly, I found out quite a bit. Here is how it went...
We walked up to Gaia's Gifts in Washington, NJ and took a seat in the meeting room. Sitting comfortably, we met with Howard Mertine, owner of Alternative Therapies Work, llc who began by giving us the background and what to expect during the past life regression we were about to undertake.
Past life regression is experienced through hypnosis, and meditation. As with many cases, it can solve some of the mysteries of the present that are in your life. Uncovering your past life and possible traumas or experiences that have happened may still affecting you in the here and now. These past experiences could lead to explaining and in many cases healing the phobias and anxieties that we experience present day. For example, one lady in the group was telling us how she had an adversion to bracelets but after a session or two with the past life regression, she was able to discover that she had been enslaved in her past life and that may have caused the fear of encircling her wrists with even a piece of jewelry.
So, we sat, and discussed the meditation method, and the possibles, and then we began. Completely open minded, I closed my eyes and focused on the meditation that Howard led. I took steps into the hallway of my mind, and opened a door to see into the room that should be my past life. But being a Medium, I guess my Higher Self works a bit differently. I listened to a Spirit that I later learned was connected to Howard as he led the class in the meditation, and answered her questions. Focused on the conversation, I could hear my Higher Self voice, the same that I have when I speak to Spirit during readings, and was excited to get the message out of what I felt was important for my conscious mind to know.
First, I said in my mind, you have to see that the past life I want to talk about was taking place in the 1720's. She asked me who I was. I said that I was a feemale and not happy to be in that life. I worked a lot. I had help, but I was the lady of the house and there was always so much work to do. I went on to say that the husband I had at the time, was like a warthog, he did not love me, he was not availble and made a quick exit in my life by dying early. I did not mind, except that I had trouble afterwards. I had an untimely demise when I had been accosted by a man in my home, and did not have the support of the town. they took everything from me, and I was left penniless. Then over the berevement for my happiness. I took my life. I remember seeing the image of myself in the mirror as I cut my throat across from left to right. And I said that when I returned from that life to Heaven, I was okay. I did not blame or feel bad, I actually was happy to be home once more.
Fast forward to this life... What was interesting to me, is that I have had glimpses of this past life before when I have meditated or spoken to Spirit. My former boyfriend, who was not always there for me, and was not in love, but disrespectful to me, was the same as the husband in that past life. In this life, this guy also made a quick exit, and I allowed myself to go with a man or two while in my 20's before I settled down. Again, I found myself in this life penniless at one time, but instead of taking my life, I choose to live. I live and learn, and I find happiness in places I never would have thought to find. In my daughter's smile, in my job to help others, and in a man that I know from my life in Heaven, who now waits for me in there. You see, Mediumship has its perks. And I know that this new Heavenly man is near, but I won't use a knife to quicken my exit to see him. Eventually, even my time, will naturally come to pass. And I can wait for that happily ever after. I owe it to me and to my new love.
So, perhaps this life is a bit of a do over... I had to learn to love me, most of all. Making thee best of what I had of ashes in the past has made me a stronger soul. And I am always looking forward to that new begining. But this time, I am waiting patiently, for that final curtain call.
Thank you Allison for finding this group meditation, and thank you to Howard Mertine at alternativetherapieswork.com. That was a great experience and confirmed so many things that are a part of my lifetime. I can move forward with complete happiness now that I am no longer chained to my past.
Anne St. John is a Psychic Medium and author who is available for readings via phone, zoom and FaceTime from anywhere in the world. Book your appointment at www.AnneStJohn.com,
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